Last month in Daejeon is arriving. Time does flies, especially during this season of your life, summer. During the period of growing up to be real adult, it’s time for you to learn dealing with your life. Responsibility, career, relationship. Learn how to manage the work, how to compromise between your dream and the truth, how to blend in with bunch of people.
In terms of responsibility and career, thanks to my mom who helps teaching me how to manage and organize the stuffs since I was young. When I was 11 years old, she gave me my first planner and taught me how to use it properly (Yes, since you cannot really expect grade-5 student to understand this thing well by herself). After that, I started buying myself yearly (or half-year) planner every year. Organizing skill turns to be my nature of doing thing. Once it even reached the point that made me feel scared since I turned to be too detailed in every single things I do. Luckily, these days I’m getting better with it. I keep reminding myself that good music follows the note but also needs some improvise.
And though you think you’ve learned and passed so much lesson about human and relationship, you never get to know it well enough. Meeting new people will broaden your thought and idea on human. The more new people (or if I’m lucky enough, new friends) I meet, the more I realize that human is such a fantastic and also complicated living thing you’ll ever meet.
Me, myself I don’t really trust first impression. According to my own experience, my first impressions of (almost all of) my closed friends are not really good, or not really clicked. But once I get to know them more, they always get me the eagerness to know these people in deeper way, to explore more on their thought, to share my life with them more. Sometimes, for some people, I got limited time with them. But since they are too nice to be true (haha), I always feel like enhancing my time, or else, freezing the time in order to spend more time and enjoy my life with them more. It might depend on luck but I’m quite lucky enough to get some this kind of friends. And most of them turn to be my friends for life in long term.
But in the other way, some people might make you feel the opposite side. During this short period of my life, sometimes I believe that for some people, you’d better know them only for some period of time and not get to be too closed. For some people, they get some limit or you can call border to reach. Over than that, you might know each other ‘too well’ and that might lead to downturn of the relationship for some reasons. You might discover that you cannot be clicked enough with them. Or you might get to know them too well and see the other side, that persons also but from different side that you have never seen before and that might not fit with your way of living.
Well, sounds so complicated and might get you some headache. But this is what was in my mind these several weeks ago. Time for me to let it go and don’t think of these stuffs that much as one of my friends said I shouldn’t take everything as my responsibility. (LOL this is really mama’s girl!) I intend to enjoy my last month in Daejeon with smile and laughing everyday until the end. Time to get rid of negative power and charge my power with positive mind.
(Throwback to one of my best days in Daejeon. When the birthday girl turned to be photographer for her birthday also. haha)